Saturday, September 28, 2013

A: WHY SOMETIMES YOU NEED TO BE "PLASTIC"

PLASTIC. According to the second entry on the urban dictionary, this word means, someone who is fake or has a false type of character.

I am blessed to have a lot of friends. There were many down moments in my life that I wouldn’t have survived had I not have all the friends that I have support me. And for them, I will forever be thankful. BUT, just as I had enemies who I am thankful I am friends with now, I have “friends” that I wish I NEVER EVER met. Those people you wish remained as strangers. People you wouldn’t be bothered being enemies with.  

There are a few reasons why some of us remain “friends” with people whom we really want to push off the train track and watch as the ground open and hell eat them ala-drag me to hell (that movie has a bad ending, doesn’t it?). Anyway, to name a few of these reasons, we have:

1.      Sign of gratitude (UTANG NA LOOB)
I hate this feeling. But you know how it is when someone was the only way you could’ve gotten through something really difficult, and though you will forever be grateful for the help he/she gave, you honestly also want to totally delete him/her out of your life. If only that will not make YOU look like a big ahole.

None of us wants to be tagged with the word “ungrateful.” I think most of us, if not all of us, will never want to be called that word. If you did something for me whether I asked for your help or you just willingly gave a helping hand, I will forever be grateful. But gratefulness can only last too long. Let me explain why I say so. If a person starts to treat you like shit after helping you or even worse, because he/she thinks you owe them your life, then doesn’t that give you enough reason why you can start to fade away from that person’s life? One can only haunt someone so much for all the “nice” things done for him/her. A person can choose not to do shit for someone anyway. But if you choose to do good things for someone with the hopes that you can make the person be your slave all your life, then my middle finger goes to you. 

2.      Family friend
You grew up knowing them because they are friends with your mom/dad. You don’t like them, but you have no choice but to be extra nice to them when they are around. Some of them may even be “feeling close” that they become a little too intruding about your personal life. But what can you do, but to be very respectful to them, and just smile and be friendly. You may dislike them, but you clearly do not want them and your parents (or whoever from your family is close to them) to have a misunderstanding if you try to pull a bitch fit in front of them. Right?

3.      They are your boyfriend/girlfriend’s friend OR he/she is your friend's girlfriend/boyfriend
You hang out one time because they boyfriend/girlfriend took you with him/her on a night out with his/her friends, and now you are  forced to accept friend requests from people you barely know. Forced to share with them some of your most personal photos and most precious moments. What the hey. But you got to do it.

4.      You like/love the people who this frenemy knows
Okay, you hate him/her, but you like his/her family. You absolutely despise him/her, but you love all of his friends who are now your friends because he/she introduced them to you. And as a sign of respect, you kind of let the “friendship” stay just so you will not lose your connection with the other friends you’ve made because of this ahole you know. Oh isn’t that a pickle.

5.      You will always bump into him/her so might as well pretend
You live close to each other, or if you luckier, you share the same flat, you're officemates or better your work stations are right next each other. And there is no way in hell you are going to go through some awkward moments of the two of you bumping into each other and not wanting to talk; way to much drama than what you want in the menu. So what to do but to just pretend that you still like him as a person (because you know you’d appreciate him more had he been a foot rest) and just go on with life.

I could go on with the reasons, but at least for this entry, I will stop at 5. I may be raising some eyebrows right now, and maybe there are those who are completely agreeing to every single point I just raised. If you are the former, then I really don’t care. The truth is, all these happen, and it happens to most of us. And though the saying goes, “Honesty is the best policy”, who can really tell when being honest would be most helpful and when being a little bit plastic will come in handy?



- A!

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